Some people see January as the big month of changes. Resolutions and promises for a better YOU! For me it's March.
Going into the last month (hopefully) of winter, I am embarking on some major changes in my life. Emotionally and physically healing from past and present traumas all at once. All kinds of therapies and compassion so I can emerge a better ME.
I do this by myself...for myself! Not for anyone else.
I am a quiet person who suffers silently. But part of my journey is to reach out, to release, to let go....so I write.
I believe only 1 person really knows ME, what I deal with, my dreams, my pains, my heart but that's only because I (reluctantly) chose to let them in.
I will always smile and tell you 'life is great'....and even believe it sometimes, with the hopes of it actually being true. Honestly, it is true. Life is beautiful. It is a gift. I am blessed and I don't plan on wasting that gift in dis-ease and despair.